here is a rough break down of my daily work load .
Manage three twitter accounts : @WickedCarnProds @SisnofManMovies & @TheMaineMorgue
Manage three email accounts .
Manage two websites .
handle all office duties, return calls ect.
Plus write screenplays five days a week .
Now people will say "Why do all of this if it drives you crazy ?" to that I say "Do it yourself cause no one is gonna do it for you ." sure it's ALOT of work to do all of this but the only way I can build my name up and my brand up is to put in the endless hours of grunt work to get to where I know I can go if I keep working hard at what I do, am I the best film maker out there , hell no ! are there people better then me hell yeah, will I let that stop me ? hell noas I know I have what it takes to get my work out there .
Speaking of work, I've been thinking alot lately about what I want my job to be in terms of the content Wicked Carnival Productions is concerned and currently I'm writting, directing, acting in and doing make up FX for all of our productions and that along with running the office solo is spreading myself thin, which is starting to wear on me .
They say hindsight is 20/20 and looking back at the last two years and having poured my heart and soul into the first two Sins of Man movies and learning all the amazing things I've learned, meeting all the wicked cool folks I've met during this time I'm starting to see what my biggest strength is when it comes to Wicked Carnival Productions, that being my writing, I love writing for many reasons .
- It's fun .
- I often get lost in the world I'm creating .
- Creating the characters that live in that world is an amazing process .
- It's an amazing escape from the real world .
- It's a creative outlet for me to be able to bring my ideas to life .
- Ctreating the killer / bad guy allows me to tap into the darkside at will .
With all that said I think I will focus on the writing of the screenplays for Wicked Carnival Productions and then once the scripts are finalized I can focus maybe on makeup FX or possibly acting in the movies in larger roles .
So while it's crazy to juggle all these things at once and I'm aware of the craziness that is my life I welcome it with open arms because I know I have to focus on the results and that some how makes the craziness easier to handle day in and day out ..
May The Force Be With You, Always .